allonlinenovel Chapter 143 His Ah Li Ming was definitely not wrong!
Chapter 143 His Ah Li Ming was definitely not wrong!
"What have you found out?"
After Mi Li finished speaking, she looked at them, then lowered her eyes, her long eyelashes covering her eyes.
"Was it my parents who died in a car accident after driving out in the heavy rain to buy me a pet for my birthday wish? Was it me who was mistreated when I was fostered at Mi Yunxia's house? Was it me who was bullied in junior high school?"
Mi Li's tone was very calm, so calm as if these things were happening to another person.
"Because you like me, you feel bad for me after knowing all this, right? Then what are you going to do? Buy me a house? Buy me a car? Give me money? You want to treat me better, right?"
Obviously, what Ali said was not offensive at all, and it was what they wanted to do, but they didn't know why, and they felt a chill in their hearts.
"Why? Is it because you like me or do you pity me?"
Ye Jinan looked at Mi Li. A series of problems came from his distrust of others, distrust of himself, and even his inferiority complex.
Unexpectedly, Mi Li is actually very self-deprecating. She feels deep down that others treat her well not because they like her but because they pity her.
That’s right, I’m afraid deep down in her heart, she also thinks that her parents’ death was caused by her.
This thought is engraved in my bones. With such a deep sense of guilt, how can I be confident?
"Ali..."
Huo Tingchuan opened his mouth stiffly.
He felt that something was wrong with Ali's current state. He should refute what she said, but he was afraid that Ali would get stressed out.
Hearing Huo Tingchuan's voice, Mi Li raised his head.
Everyone saw Mi Li's expression clearly.
His eyes were very calm, so calm that they seemed empty.
Others also noticed that something was wrong with Ali.
"Don't look at me like that, I'm fine now."
Mi Li raised the corner of her mouth and smiled, thinking that they were making a fuss out of nothing.
"Let me guess, there's one thing you haven't found out."
Mi Li seemed to be relaxed. Although she was still leaning on the sofa, her legs were crossed, but her hands were still clasped.
When everyone heard Mi Li's words, their hearts immediately tightened.
"Ali...don't..."
"I've killed people."
Huo Tingchuan still did not stop Mi Li from speaking next.
Mi Li seemed to remember something and spoke again:
"Oh! It's not really me who killed him. He was sick on his own, but his medicine got thrown aside with his clothes when he took off his clothes. I don't know where it went."
As he said that, Mi Li laughed.
"I remember that was when I was in the second year of junior high school. He was a cleaner at our school. He was probably in his 50s or 60s, childless, and used to beg on the street. The school was doing some charity event and recruited a lot of elderly people like him to work as cleaners."
Mi Li continued to speak:
"That night, after evening self-study, I went home as usual. It rained heavily that day. Other students had people to pick them up, but unfortunately I didn't. I waited at school for a long time, but the rain didn't let up. As the sky got darker and darker, I had no choice but to go back in the rain.
That day was my first time going home from the small road. It was so cold that I thought I was going to freeze to death. But just as I was about to leave the intersection, someone suddenly put me in a sack.
At this point, Mi Li frowned, his expression full of disgust:
"That sack stinks, I don't know what's in it, it smells like blood and feces.
I was struggling, but my mouth and nose were covered tightly, and I could only make a very small sound.
There was thunder and rain in the sky, and no one could hear me. Besides, there was no one on the street.
So, when the sack was taken away, I found myself in a forest. It was completely dark, and I could only vaguely see the person in front of me. It was the cleaner I had seen at school.
Mi Li paused, as if waiting for their reaction.
Huo Tingchuan and his companions' faces had turned pale. They indeed had not found out anything about this matter.
Mi Li pulled the corners of his lips slightly and spoke again:
"Then I turned around and tried to run, but it was dark, and after taking just a few steps, I tripped over the sack under my feet. Don't you think I was unlucky?"
Mi Li chuckled, then continued:
"It wasn't really bad luck. After the old man took off all his clothes, he came over and ripped my clothes off. I don't know where I got the strength from, but I kicked him. He raised his body in pain, and I took advantage of that moment to kick him in the chest. He had a heart disease, and I kicked him like that, and it immediately gave him a heart attack, haha."
Mi Li laughed out loud:
"It wasn't bad luck, it wasn't bad luck. He had an attack, but I didn't have medicine with me. I just watched him turn blood red, his eyes almost bulging out. He even reached out for me to help him. Of course I could help him, but why would I help him? So, I just watched him die in agony."
After Mi Li finished speaking, her smile slowly disappeared.
"It's not that I'm unlucky, right? I'm still very lucky."
Mi Lilian said several times, "It's not my bad luck"
This is a typical psychological suggestion, by repeating a sentence over and over again, you suggest to yourself a fact that you want to believe.
Mi Li didn't say anything else. Huo Tingchuan looked at Mi Li nervously, afraid that she would have an emotional breakdown.
Jian Bai gritted his teeth, his eyes fixed on Mi Li's face, the feeling of heartache seemed to be about to solidify into something.
Wen Ye clenched his fists tightly, and at the same time as he felt heartache and violent emotions leaked out.
Fu Yanci opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but he was also afraid that his words would make Ali nervous. He frowned and hated his own incompetence.
"Actually, I'm still lucky. After all, he wasn't violated, and he died. I'm fine now, and you guys pity me. I still have so much money, and I bought back my parents' house. I still have so many fans in my live broadcast room who like me, and I was admitted to a key university. I'm still so beautiful now, I can sing and dance, and I can also play musical instruments, piano and violin, which I learned when I was a child. Mom and Dad know I like music, so they signed me up for a lot of extracurricular classes that I like. I really like my current life, I really like it..."
Mi Li choked for a moment and suddenly couldn't continue speaking. Then several people watched Mi Li's tears fall on the back of her hand. In an instant, a large area of her pants was wet.
"Ari."
Huo Tingchuan, who had been observing Mi Li, reacted immediately and hugged Mi Li.
He had witnessed Ali's collapse before.
"Why? Why do I have to go through all this? It's my karma, right? Mom and Dad died because of me. This is my karma. Yes, I have to atone for my sins. That's right, that's right! Otherwise, why would I have to go through all this? Right, Huo Tingchuan, tell me, right?"
Mi Li suddenly broke free from Huo Tingchuan's arms, then grabbed the clothes on his chest and looked at Huo Tingchuan with red eyes.
All Huo Tingchuan felt now was Mi Li's collapse, and he was in urgent need of a support point.
Perhaps, the best thing to do now is to go along with her.
But his Ah Li Ming was definitely not wrong!