Chapter 415 I'm Not Worth It!
Chapter 415 I'm Not Worth It!
Liu Shiqi looked at Yuzhu who was leaving, wiped the tears from her eyes, and smiled bitterly, "Princess, you protected the two maids too well. They really don't know anything! How can you just talk about this kind of thing? These secret guards were raised at a great cost since they were young. How can they be the same as ordinary guards? They are so naive!"
He picked up the wine glass on the table and took a sip of the wine. The bitter taste spread in his mouth! In the past, Tian Zai had no food to eat. He crawled to Liu Mansion and sold himself to the mansion to have a bite of food!
At a young age, he learned martial arts in the mountains and fought with wild beasts in the mountains. Only those who survived could exchange for some food. He felt very bitter in his heart, "Yuzhen is still too naive. A slave is a slave. How could the princess let go of such a slave? Yuzhen, I can only let you down! Don't blame me, we are not destined to be together!"
After saying that, he took the wine jug and drank most of it in one gulp. He coughed violently for a long time before he recovered. "Yuzhen, you can't be like me. You should live a good life! You shouldn't live in darkness! You should cry when you want to cry and laugh when you want to laugh!"
"I can't implicate you! Secret guards are different from what you think! They are not the same as bodyguards!"
After saying that, he threw down the wine jug, jumped a few times, and disappeared into the darkness!
Hiding on the treetop in the main courtyard, looking at Yuzhen crying below, my heart ached so much that it bled!
He wanted to jump down and hug her several times, but was stopped by the secret guards beside him. "!"
Liu Shiqi endured the discomfort in his heart, stood aside, and endured the bitterness in his heart, but finally did not go down!
Yuzhen lay on the table, crying, "Sister Yuzhu, why are you here? Aren't you in the room serving the princess? Why are you outside!"
Yuzhu looked at the swaying treetops beside her obscurely, and gently comforted Yuzhen with one hand, saying distressedly, "I just went out for a while, you! Stop crying, what's the matter that makes you cry like this?! Just say it directly if you have anything to say! The princess will fulfill your wish! The princess has already said that she will find a good marriage for you!"
Yuzhen thought about Liu Shiqi's cold rejection of her just now, and she suppressed her pain and said, "Don't worry, Sister Yuzhu, I just got sand in my eyes! It will be fine in a while! Sister Yuzhu, please let me cry for a while! I feel very uncomfortable. If I don't cry, I will feel even more uncomfortable. I feel so uncomfortable inside!"
Yuzhu looked upset and couldn't help but said, "I'll blow on your eyes and they won't hurt! Don't cry, if you have anything to say, tell me, I'll go with you to find the princess!"
Yuzhen opened her red and swollen eyes, looked at Yuzhu, shook her head, and nodded!
Yuzhu sighed helplessly and blew gently into her eyes, "Are you feeling better?"
"I feel better now. Thank you Sister Yuzhu! I'll be fine after crying for a while!"
Yuzhu raised her hand and touched her hair, and whispered, "If it doesn't hurt, don't cry. Your eyes are swollen like peaches! Crying too much will damage your eyes!"
Yuzhen couldn't help but burst into laughter. "Sister Yuzhu! Please stop teasing me! I just can't help it!"
Yuzhu handed her a piece of cake and said with a smile, "Eat some! Something sweet will make you feel better! Eat more!"
Yuzhen took the cake and ate it in small bites. She couldn't help crying. "Sister Yuzhu, am I really useless? I feel like I'm completely useless!"
"No way, you are the maidservant beside the princess, how can you have such wild thoughts! How can it be useless! You are the best!" That Liu Shiqi is just a blockhead! I don't know why Yuzhen likes him!
Yuzhen cried and nodded, "Yes, I'm fine! I serve the princess! So many people envy me!"
"It's good that you've figured it out. Go back to the house! It's so cold outside! Don't stay here in the cold wind!" After saying that, he glanced at the swaying treetops, his eyes full of disgust!
Yuzhen also burst into laughter, "Okay, let's go back to the house!"
Liu Shiqi on the tree saw that Yuzhen finally stopped crying and was willing to go back. He finally felt relieved. "You shouldn't have anything to do with people like me! You should cry when you want to cry and laugh when you want to laugh!"
The secret guard beside him also sighed suddenly, raised his hand and patted his shoulder, "She is different from us, you will not get any results! Just let her go! The princess will not let her marry you!"
Liu Shiqi said unwillingly, "Is there no chance at all? I, I won't accept this!"
"You forgot what happened to the secret guards who escaped before! Don't even think about it. You don't want to hurt her, do you? Letting her go is the best option!"
Liu Shiqi lowered his head in disappointment, his eyes full of disappointment. "After all, I am not worthy of her. I shouldn't have expected it! I shouldn't have expected it!" I am a person who cannot stand in the sun, how can I expect to be with her openly in the future!
"It's good that you know. Go back now! You shouldn't be here today. Go back and have a good rest! If Yuzhen sees this, she will be even more worried!"
Liu Shiqi looked deeply at Yuzhen's room, nodded slightly, jumped a few times, turned around and left the main courtyard, came to his own small room, and lay on the soft bed!
Thinking of Yuzhen's heartbroken eyes, his heart seemed to be torn apart, and he closed his eyes in despair. "Cry, cry! In a few days, you won't remember me anymore! In a few days, you will be able to live your life well!"
"I'm not worthy of her. I shouldn't have made her suffer! I shouldn't have done that!"
Holding the quilt on the bed, she couldn't help sobbing, "It's all because I don't deserve her! I don't deserve her, the princess should find her a better man! But I won't accept it!"
"I shouldn't have let her see me. I shouldn't have had feelings for her that weren't there! Wuuuuu!"
The secret guards in the next room couldn't stand it anymore and couldn't help knocking on the door. "Why are you crying, you grown man? You're crying when you're injured and bleeding? Yuzhen, that maid, shed a few tears, and you're crying like this! Aren't you ashamed? Do you want to see what you look like now?"
"What's wrong with me crying? Can't I cry? Isn't it just a few times? How does it bother you? I feel bad. When I see her crying, I feel bad. It hurts more than if I were stabbed with a knife!"
The secret guard next to him couldn't help but scold, "Then go and have a good talk with her. Didn't she say that she could get the princess to agree to your marriage? If you don't go and try, how do you know that the princess won't agree!"
Liu Shiqi was stunned for a moment, and said in a tearful voice, "No, no, I can't let the princess know. What if the princess lets her marry me? What if she also becomes a secret guard and lives a life of hiding from the public? I can't bear it!"
"Are you overthinking it? How could the princess let her be a secret guard? What can she do? Can she kill people or poison people? Can she climb walls or kill people or set fires?"
"No matter what, I get scared when I think about this possibility! What if she becomes a secret guard? I will feel guilty for the rest of my life! I can't be so selfish!"
"Oh, never mind! You are really crazy! You are such a coward!"
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