Rebirth of Love: Jiang Ciyou's Counterattack Legend

Chapter 394 Lu Jingchen's Conflict and Persistence

Lu Jingchen stood in front of the huge French window, with a panoramic view of the bustling city. The busy streets, the flashing neon lights, and the looming high-rise buildings in the distance, all seemed to be incompatible with his inner struggle at the moment. His eyes were a little empty, and his thoughts had already drifted away, drifting to the woman who haunted his dreams - Jiang Ciyou.

The story between him and Jiang Ciyou was like a long and eventful movie, which kept playing in his mind. They had had a good time before, and those memories were like bright stars, embedded in the night sky of his heart. However, the trick of fate made them drift apart. Now, he wanted to walk into her life again, but every step he took was like walking through thorns, full of unknowns and pain.

He didn't know if it was right for him to pay silent attention to Jiang Ciyou like this. Every morning, when the first ray of sunlight shone on Jiang Ciyou's way to work, he would already be watching quietly in the corner. He watched her figure lengthened by the sunlight, and watched her firm steps towards the company's building. There was a warm current flowing in his heart, that was his deep attachment to her. However, at the same time, a voice kept echoing in his heart: "Is doing this an infringement on her? What will she think when she knows?"

Lu Jingchen clearly remembered that once, he saw Jiang Ciyou accidentally bumped into by a passerby at the entrance of the company, and the documents in her hand were scattered all over the floor. His first reaction was to rush over to help, but after he took a step, he stopped. He was afraid that Jiang Ciyou would show a disgusted expression when she saw him, and that his appearance would disrupt her originally peaceful life. He could only watch Jiang Ciyou bend down to pick up the documents by herself, and then hurried into the company. At that moment, his heart felt like it was pierced by countless needles, and the pain was unbearable.

He was worried that his behavior would be misunderstood by Jiang Ciyou. He originally wanted to surprise Jiang Ciyou with those anonymous gifts, to let her know that there was someone who cared about her silently. However, he did not expect that this would make Jiang Ciyou alert. He saw Jiang Ciyou being cautious in the company and deliberately avoiding some suspicious people, and his heart was filled with guilt. He knew that all this was caused by him. He began to reflect on his actions. Was he too reckless? Should he try to approach her in a different way?

However, he didn't want to give up this opportunity. Jiang Ciyou was like a ray of light in his life, illuminating his dark world. When he was at his lowest, it was Jiang Ciyou's smile that gave him strength; when he was confused and helpless, it was Jiang Ciyou's encouragement that helped him find his direction again. He felt that this was the only way for him to get close to Jiang Ciyou again. If he gave up now, he might lose her forever. He couldn't imagine a life without Jiang Ciyou, it would be dark and lifeless.

Every night, when the whole city fell into a deep sleep, Lu Jingchen lay in bed tossing and turning. His mind was full of Jiang Ciyou's shadow. He thought about her every smile and her gentle voice. He was constantly fighting fiercely in his heart, on the one hand, he missed Jiang Ciyou's ardent thoughts and deep love, on the other hand, he was worried about whether his behavior was appropriate. This contradictory psychology was like a tangled mess, tightly entangled with him, making it almost impossible for him to breathe.

Sometimes, he would find some reasons to comfort himself. He thought, maybe Jiang Ciyou would feel a little happy when she received those anonymous gifts? Maybe she was also looking forward to who the person who sent the gift was? However, when he saw Jiang Ciyou's vigilant eyes, he felt that he was deceiving himself. He didn't know what to do. He fell into a deep quagmire and couldn't extricate himself.

He tried to analyze his feelings. Was this a kind of reluctance or true love? He found that his feelings for Jiang Ciyou had already surpassed reluctance. He sincerely hoped that she could be happy, and hoped that he could be the one who could make her happy. He thought of the holidays they had spent together, and every moment was full of warmth and sweetness. He wanted to have that kind of time again, wanted to hold Jiang Ciyou's hand again, and feel her warmth.

Lu Jingchen also considered going directly to Jiang Ciyou and telling her everything. However, he was afraid that Jiang Ciyou would reject him. He didn't know if he would have a chance to get back into her heart. He felt like a child groping in the dark, unable to find the right direction. His heart was filled with anxiety and uneasiness, which continued to erode his reason.

He began to pay attention to Jiang Ciyou's preferences, trying to find a breakthrough from these aspects. He found that Jiang Ciyou liked to read some books about art and history, so he secretly bought a lot of books on these subjects and read them himself, hoping to have the opportunity to discuss these topics with her in the future. He also learned that Jiang Ciyou liked to go to a specific coffee shop, so he often wandered around that coffee shop, hoping to meet her by chance. However, every time he saw Jiang Ciyou, he retreated again, and he didn't have the courage to step forward.

His friends all advised him to be brave and take decisive action. They told him that if he kept hesitating, he would only end up losing Jiang Ciyou. However, Lu Jingchen knew that things were not that simple. His feelings for Jiang Ciyou were too complicated, and he didn't want to ruin everything because of a momentary impulse. He needed time to think and adjust his mentality.

During this long struggle, Lu Jingchen was also growing up. He began to learn to think from Jiang Ciyou's perspective, and he realized that his behavior might cause her trouble. He wanted to change and approach her in a more appropriate way. However, he was afraid that once he changed his way, he would lose the subtle connection between him and Jiang Ciyou. This contradictory psychology made him even more painful. He felt like he was wandering in an endless maze and couldn't find the exit.

Lu Jingchen knew that he couldn't go on like this. He had to make a decision, whether to continue with the current way or change his strategy, he couldn't let himself get stuck in this tangled quagmire. He needed to take action for his love, for the Jiang Ciyou he loved deeply. However, this decision was so difficult, like asking him to choose between his life and love. He sighed deeply, looking at the night sky outside the window, praying silently in his heart, hoping that he could find the right path and get back into Jiang Ciyou's life.

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