Don't think of rebirth.

Chapter 651 Hello, Tao Shenxing

Will he still have a future?

Tao Shenxing held his head and sat on a chair outside the operating room, with his elbows pressed on his knees, which had almost caused him to lose feeling.

But his damn sense of smell was so sharp at this time that he could smell the blood on his hands.

That was Lucas's blood. He grabbed Tao Shenxing's hand in the ambulance and murmured repeatedly, "I don't want to die" - it was at that moment that Tao Shenxing's hands were covered with his blood.

How could a person bleed so much? When Tao Shenxing saw the blood Lucas spit out, he felt as if his own blood was flowing out of his body and his whole body was cold.

Tao Shenxing heard the sound of footsteps approaching quickly, but his brain was unable to process this information and remained in a daze.

Until his forearm was grabbed and he was pulled up from the seat.

Tao Shenxing's legs were weak and he fell to the ground after being pulled like that, and almost brought the person who was pulling him to the ground as well.

Lu Jingying's body tilted, but she held on. She burst out with unprecedented strength and pulled up Tao Shenxing's upper body, forcing him to look up at her.

This lady who always looked elegant in front of outsiders now had a hideous look on her face: "What on earth just happened?!"

The floor tiles in the hospital corridor were extremely cold. Even through his clothes, Tao Shenxing could feel the cold taking away his body temperature.

He regained consciousness belatedly and said intermittently: "Lucas and I went out together. I didn't notice the car, so he pushed me away and was hit by the car..."

Just recalling the scene at that time, Tao Shenxing's mind went blank again.

"I'm sorry..." He curled up and knelt on the ground, his forehead touching the ground, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I..."

"What's the use of apologizing!" Lu Jingying let out a shrill scream.

Noticing the commotion here, the security guard on duty walked over quickly and tried to maintain order: "There's an operation going on inside, please keep quiet!"

Xiang Ji Ri grabbed Lu Jingying's wrists and pried them apart with force, then pulled Tao Shenxing up from the ground and made him sit back in his chair.

She turned to look at Lu Jingying, trying to make her tone sound calmer: "Lu Jingying, I know you are very sad now, but you can't affect his surgery."

Lu Jingying's eyes were red and tears were falling down. Her whole body was shaking. Despite this, she pursed her lips and made no sound.

She turned around and dragged her feet to the door of the operating room, where she stood there motionless, staring at the indicator light above the door.

She seemed to have become a statue, even her breathing was barely audible. But how could a statue shed tears?

Xiang Ji Ri didn't look at Lu Jingying again. It would be inappropriate to say anything now. It would be better to deal with other things first.

She held Tao Shenxing's hand, and the gradually drying blood stains made Tao Shenxing's hand feel a little sticky.

Despite this, Xiang Ji Ri did not let go, but took Tao Shen Xing to the bathroom.

She stood outside the men's bathroom and pushed Tao Shenxing in: "Wash your hands and remember to wash your face."

Tao Shenxing silently turned on the faucet and started washing quietly.

It's so difficult to wash. Even if I squeeze out hand sanitizer and rinse my hands over and over again with water, there are still dark red blood stains in the gaps between my nails.

Beneath the scent of hand sanitizer, there is also the unique fishy and sweet smell of blood.

It was not until the cold water was poured on his face that Tao Shenxing felt the stimulation of the temperature. His eyes became clearer and his consciousness gradually returned to normal.

He looked at himself in the mirror blankly, water droplets running down his cheeks, sliding down his chin, and then dripping onto the sink.

It was this embarrassed guy who was outdone by Lucas again today, feeling humiliated and inferior. When Lucas said he wanted to go for a walk with him, he just kept walking forward with his head down and was almost hit.

It turned out that Lucas pushed him away and suffered the car accident instead of him, and now he is in the operating room with his life hanging in the balance.

That should have been his fate, not Lucas's, and it was all his fault.

Tao Shen walked out of the bathroom, stood in front of Xiang Jiri, and murmured, "Mom, I harmed Lucas."

Xiang Jiri immediately denied it: "It's not your fault. The traffic police have already contacted us. It's the driver's fault."

"The pedestrian crossing light was indeed green at the time. The driver was driving under the influence and did not enter the right-turn lane. He wanted to turn right when he got to the straight road and stepped on the accelerator to accelerate, which is why he hit you."

"But if he hadn't pushed me away, he wouldn't have been hit!" Tao Shenxing's tears welled up again.

Xiang Ji Ri sighed deeply and took Tao Shenxing back to the door of the operating room.

Lu Jingying was still standing there, motionless, while Xiang Jiri and Tao Shenxing sat on the chairs. None of the three spoke, just waiting for the operation to be over.

It took Tao Shenxing a while to stop crying. His mind was blank, but the experiences he had with Lucas during this period emerged uncontrollably in his mind.

He actually knew that Lucas was not a bad person, but he couldn't control his emotions and said a lot of hurtful words.

The same thing happened in school. The teacher said he was too impulsive. He was always the first to rush forward when there was any disturbance in the class. Although he protected his classmates, he also made the situation worse.

Xiang Jiri was contacted by the school many times because of this. Although Xiang Jiri did not scold him after returning home, she only said that there were better ways to help classmates. However, Tao Shenxing was unable to put her teachings into practice.

He wondered if he was too stupid. Why was it that every time he encountered a problem, his mouth and hands acted faster than his brain? Gradually, he became silent and negative, thinking that as long as he did nothing, he would not make mistakes.

However, after the mother and son from the Lu family came over, he became more and more depressed.

The first time he saw Lucas, Tao Shenxing knew that he could not compare to him in any way.

Even so, he didn't want to embarrass his mother, and just wanted to avoid being in the same space with Lucas as much as possible, as if this would help him escape the facts.

If he hadn't escaped, if he could face Lucas, if he hadn't been thinking about completing the "mission" of walking as quickly as possible tonight, but instead sat down and had a good talk with Lucas...would none of this have happened?

Tao Shenxing felt dizzy and his consciousness gradually became confused.

He vaguely sensed some dark place and could not sense his own body. It seemed that only his soul existed and he could not find any support.

He was terrified and tried desperately to leave, but he couldn't break free.

Until he heard a familiar voice.

"Hey, you, no, me?"

It was clearly his own voice that he was used to hearing, but the tone was completely different, positive and enthusiastic.

Tao Shenxing found that he could suddenly see again. He saw "Tao Shenxing" standing in front of him, looking at him curiously.

"Tao Shenxing" pinched his face: "It doesn't hurt, why would I have such a dream? I actually dreamed of myself crying, I haven't been sad recently."

Was he dreaming? Why was he running away even in his dreams? Lucas's situation was so dangerous, how could he not be sad?!

Tao Shenxing suddenly regained his strength, pushed his "heartless" self hard, and yelled, "How could you do this! Lucas is going to die! How can you still say such things!"

Tao Shenxing was even more confused: "Lucas said last week that there was something wrong with my tongue because I said Aunt Lu's salad was not tasty. How could he die?"

Tao Shenxing did not respond. He felt that he must be under too much mental pressure and was going crazy, which was why he had such a strange dream.

He fell into dejection again. Seeing him like this, Tao Shenxing thought for a moment and said, "Although it's quite strange, but since it's related to Lucas, I'll give you a good thing."

As he finished speaking, a bright spot of light floated out of his body and landed in front of Tao Shenxing.

Tao Shenxing could not see the light, but said confidently: "Lucas promised me that he would do whatever I asked for."

"I'll give you this promise."

"Can you fulfill any request?" Tao Shenxing felt that this dream was becoming more and more unbelievable. He stared at the light spot, "Even if it's just to keep him from dying, can you do that?"

"Of course!" As Tao Shenxing's voice fell, the light spot suddenly burst into a dazzling light, illuminating everything around it.

Tao Shenxing could no longer see that eccentric and optimistic self, he could only hear his voice.

"Don't worry, Lucas and I are going to be good friends for life, just like my mom and Aunt Lu!"

"So, he will be fine! He can't bear to leave Aunt Lu either!"

The white light engulfed Tao Shenxing, and he suddenly woke up, just in time to see the indicator light in the operating room go out.

The doctor and the nurse came out, and Lu Jingying immediately went to greet them.

She stood there for too long and almost fell down as soon as she took a step. Fortunately, Xiang Ji Ri supported her.

Lu Jingying's tone was anxious and panicked, and she asked in a trembling voice: "Doctor, my child, he, he..."

"The operation was successful," the doctor's answer was so reassuring. "Once the patient regains consciousness, he can be transferred to the ward."

Lu Jingying's body instantly went limp, and Xiang Jiri couldn't even hold her up. She sobbed softly, sobbing, "That's great..."

Tao Shenxing stood at the back, feeling as if he had finally come back to life.

He no longer remembered what he had dreamed about just now, he only remembered how grateful he was at that moment.

He thought that he couldn't go on like this. He couldn't just do nothing because he was afraid of making mistakes and facing the consequences.

When Lucas wakes up, he will thank Lucas and also face his own problems.

He didn't know what the future would be like for him and Lucas, but it was better than ending his life early.

Hello, Tao Shenxing.

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