allonlinenovel Chapter 52 Making up for it
Chapter 52 Making up for it
The more Xie Shulan understood about the baby swap and the events that had occurred over the years, the more remorseful she became.
They had never considered this possibility; they simply thought that Yuan Yutong was a bit spoiled, but she was the only girl in the family, and it wouldn't be wrong for the family to pamper her.
In the end, it was all just a conspiracy. Yuan Yutong was one of the insiders. Her whole family was schemed against and used, and they even suffered from the Yuan family's deliberate targeting and framing.
After scheming against and exploiting them, the Yuan family now wants to take their lives?
When Lü Xinyan was in the Yuan family, the Yuan family also learned the truth and never treated Lü Xinyan sincerely.
Why did the Yuan family do this?
Their family had no grudge against the Yuan family, so why would the Yuan family scheme against them like this? Especially against their poor biological daughter, Lü Xinyan!
At this moment, looking at her daughter Lü Xinyan, Xie Shulan was overwhelmed by guilt and pity. She could only wipe away her tears and continue to say to Lü Xinyan, "Yan'er, I'm sorry. It was all my fault. I caused you to be deliberately taken away without my knowledge!"
"Your life in the Yuan family is not easy because I was unable to pay attention during childbirth, which gave those people an opportunity to take advantage of me."
"Yan'er, if you resent me, then so be it."
The more Xie Shulan thought about all these things and understood the cause and effect relationships, the more she blamed herself, felt more guilty and heartbroken for her biological daughter, Lü Xinyan.
However, since everything has already happened and things have turned out this way, Xie Shulan cannot turn back time to correct all these mistakes. She can only hope that her daughter, Lü Xinyan, can give her a chance to make amends.
She owes her biological daughter far too much and only hopes to make it up to Lü Xinyan.
Even if this is what caused Lü Xinyan to hate and resent her, she deserved it!
Hearing her mother Xie Shulan say this, and seeing her mother's sad and guilty expression, Lü Xinyan's feelings became even more complicated.
Because of her own experiences, Lü Xinyan is very sensitive to the likes and dislikes of those around her. She is very clear about whether others have true malice or good intentions, and she will not make a mistake.
Therefore, the moment Lü Xinyan saw her mother Xie Shulan, she knew that her mother had truly been unaware of her existence and the schemes and plots of the Yuan family. Her mother's guilt and heartache at this moment were all genuine, and she truly cared about her biological daughter.
The third brother, Lü Muli, also approves of her and looks forward to her return.
As for his second brother, Lü Muyi, he is a very strong and cautious person.
Although he had doubts about her character and purpose for returning, Lu Muyi had actually accepted her return and the fact that she had saved his elder brother Lu Muren. However, he was still worried that she might have ulterior motives like Yuan Yutong and had returned to harm people, so he remained wary of her.
Having noticed these things, Lü Xinyan's feelings became even more complicated.
It seems that the Lü family is even better than described in the information he gathered, and they genuinely love their daughter.
Knowing that she was the biological daughter of the Lü family, and knowing that the complicated problems that had arisen in their family were all due to the Yuan family's deliberate scheming, framing, and harm, Xie Shulan, as a mother, felt nothing but guilt and heartache for her. She desperately wanted to make up for the missing mother-daughter bond. They all cared about her very much!
But does she really want to accept all of this?
Lü Xinyan still hesitated on this point.
Xie Shulan also noticed Lü Xinyan's predicament and hesitation at this moment. She knew Lü Xinyan's longing for family affection and her caution, and she felt very bad about it as well.
Holding her daughter Lü Xinyan's hand, Xie Shulan said cautiously, "Yan'er, I know that all of this news is too sudden for you, and I don't mean to force you to acknowledge us."
"After all, we were absent from your growth, and you may no longer need us. We will not force you to do anything, nor will we interfere with your own decisions."
"But now that we've finally met you, could you spend some time with us so we can take good care of you?"
"If by then you still don't want to acknowledge us, and think that we can't gain your trust or meet your requirements, then can we visit each other as relatives, so that we can see you more often and see that you are doing well?"
After losing unconditional trust in family ties, it won't be easy for them to help Lü Xinyan rebuild that trust.
However, the more Xie Shulan learned about these problems, the more she wanted to make amends to her daughter, Lü Xinyan, and help her regain her confidence and composure.
Childhood experiences always have a significant impact on a person's life. Hsieh Shu-lan hopes to have the opportunity to make up for their absence during their daughter Lü Hsin-yen's upbringing.
If, in the end, Lü Xinyan still doesn't want to acknowledge them, it would be ideal if they could treat each other as relatives.
After learning that the Yuan family had schemed against them and even wanted their lives, Xie Shulan could not trust the Yuan family, but felt even more sorry for Lü Xinyan.
In order to gain her daughter Lü Xinyan's trust in them more, Xie Shulan only hoped to spend time with Lü Xinyan and try to make up for everything and repair these relationships.
Their daughter, Lü Xinyan, should have been pampered and spoiled by them as she grew up, but because of the Yuan family's scheming and manipulation, the wounds she suffered are now even more difficult to heal.
In order to help her daughter recover from her distrust of family ties, Hsieh Shu-lan adopted a very humble attitude, hoping only to truly help her daughter, Lü Hsin-yen.
Hearing her mother Xie Shulan say this, and seeing her mother's humble and guilty appearance, Lü Xinyan couldn't help but feel a pang of sadness in her heart, and she also felt very uncomfortable.
She understood that her mother, Xie Shulan, must feel sorry for her and guilty, which was why she was trying so carefully to make amends and spend more time with her.
This time, meeting her mother's expectant gaze, Lü Xinyan nodded gently without the slightest hesitation.
Staying with the Lü family and getting along well with them was a decision Lü Xinyan had already made up her mind.
Now, with her mother Xie Shulan's invitation and feeling her mother's tenderness and deep guilt, Lü Xinyan could not ignore it.
There are some things she still hopes to experience firsthand before making a final decision, so as not to leave any regrets.