allonlinenovel Chapter 162 "Beg me."
Chapter 162 "Beg me."
Lu Tingshen was frustrated and felt embarrassed, but there was nothing he could do.
She always had control over his emotions, as if he was being controlled by her.
He coughed lightly to hide his inner calmness.
"what about the taste?"
Lu Tingshen changed the subject and did not respond as sharply as before.
This also surprised his childhood. In the past, he would definitely get angry because of her look, words or actions.
Now he seems to have learned to be tolerant, most likely because he is around every day.
"Delicious, Dad."
Tiantian gets along with him very well, and you can't tell that they have only been together for a few months.
A child's emotions are the most real, and he knows who is good to him.
He ate a big bowl of rice every day, which proved that it really suited his appetite.
"It seems you are all very satisfied."
you?
Lu Tingshen brought her along intentionally or unintentionally, which made her feel a little uncomfortable.
Is he trying to offer a token of appreciation or does he have other intentions?
Lu Tingshen looked at him, then turned his gaze to her.
Childhood felt the gaze from him, but pretended not to see it.
His attitude is so good, I wonder what he is up to?
What's the plan? Of course, I want to reconcile with you.
The phrase "reconciliation as before" is very interesting, it means the same as "reconciliation after a broken mirror".
Many things have happened before, and there will always be different feelings at a specific time and in a specific environment.
Just like now, she is still the same person, but he loves her so much.
Her childhood hadn't changed, she was sure of that, but Lu Tingshen hadn't changed either, she was also sure of that.
Then why do the same two people have such different changes, as if they have never known each other before?
Lu Tingshen was unaware of the changes he had undergone, and the same was true of his childhood.
In his eyes, she was no longer the 17-year-old girl, but she was still the same as before, just as naive and just as attractive to him.
At this moment, he seemed to be sure that it was her.
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After dinner, Tiantian wants to go out for a walk.
This place is called "Island", but it is not a real island, it is a hot spring resort. It is winter now, but the scenery here is still beautiful.
Tiantian ran around in front and they followed behind.
To outsiders, they are a happy family of three: a handsome and wealthy father, a beautiful mother, and a smart and cute baby.
Yes, what a wonderful family.
Lu Tingshen should think so too, otherwise why would he want to hold her hand?
Under the light, her profile is beautiful, her hair is flowing, and the gentle feeling is indescribable.
He wanted to secretly hold her hand, but he didn't dare.
He was afraid that she would refuse and that she would be disgusted. He was afraid that Tiantian would know and that would make him sad, so when he stretched out his hand, he pulled it back.
"Tiantian, run slower."
Childhood quickened his pace to catch up with Tiantian, leaving him alone.
It’s so difficult, the road to chasing a wife is long.
Lu Tingshen deserves it, and this is just the beginning. He finds it difficult because he has not yet lowered his posture.
What he thought were regressions were actually just gimmicks of his arrogance. He was the king, but not hers.
Everyone must be equal in front of his lover. If he wants absolute authority, he will never get her.
He knows, so he is changing.
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After playing for two hours, Tiantian fell asleep.
Lu Tingshen hugged him, and his head rested on his shoulders. Lu Tingshen's shoulders were very broad, so he felt very safe.
He needs the support of a man. After all, the role of father is indispensable.
Tiantian used to be very sensitive because he didn’t have a complete family. Just because he didn’t say it doesn’t mean he didn’t understand.
In kindergarten, we often hear the word "daddy", but he is the only one who doesn't have one. He longs for a home and a father. This person doesn't need to be rich but must give him a sense of security.
So when Lu Tingshen appeared, he was so happy. He was still a child, what else could he ask for?
Lu Tingshen's love for him was different. In addition to providing him with abundant material things, he gave him more care, which was something that his mother could not replace, and it was called "father's love."
Of course she never felt fatherly love in her childhood, and she has never felt it now or before.
Although she doesn't remember what kind of father Tong was before he lost his memory, she has certainly never experienced it.
Lu Tingshen's love for Tiantian is real, she can feel it.
He didn't take his anger out on her, and he wasn't as overbearing and paranoid as he was to her.
He is like a father who truly loves him and cares for him with all his heart.
Looking at Tiantian sleeping quietly on his shoulder, she felt mixed emotions.
Leaving him is a good thing for her, but what about Tiantian?
If he goes back to his old life, will it really be good for him?
"Let's go, our son is asleep, take him back."
Lu Tingshen's voice was very soft and a little gentle. He knew how to be gentle, and at this moment he really was.
Childhood followed behind him, following him quietly, one step or two like the way home.
His figure was a little long because he was so tall. His legs were also long, so he could take three steps at a time.
Childhood couldn't keep up with him, so the distance was a bit far.
Lu Tingshen turned around and found her behind him, so he turned around, took her hand and walked towards the hotel.
His hands are so big and always warm.
She had a cold body as a child, especially with cold hands and feet. He wrapped her small hands, which were so soft and boneless.
Her hands were cold. This was the first time he realized that. He had never noticed that she had a problem before. Maybe he really didn't care about her.
He put her hand in his pocket and held Tiantian with his other hand. At that moment, he looked really handsome, as if his whole body was covered with a layer of light.
Yes, this sense of belonging is what she has always wanted, why is it coming now?
She wanted to pull her hand back, but Lu Tingshen held it tightly. He said nothing, and neither did she.
She followed him, feeling like she was being pampered. He passed on his warmth to her, making her feel warm and melting her cold heart bit by bit.
is it?
Can it be melted?
The three-foot-thick ice did not form overnight, so how can it be dissolved by a moment of warmth?
Her obedience at this moment was not like before. He wanted to play the role of a good father and a good man, so wouldn't she be able to do the same?
We are all actors, so there is no distinction between high and low.
When everyone looks at you with envy, is it sour or sweet, bitter or astringent, true or false, lost and recovered or unforgettable?
No one knows what is in everyone's mind, so those bright and beautiful sides you see are not real.
Lu Tingshen sent Tiantian back to the room and gently placed him on the bed.
"Can he sleep with me for one night?"
When I was a child, I wanted to sleep with Tiantian for one night. The baby who used to be by my side became someone I had to ask for other people’s consent before sleeping with.
Lu Tingshen looked at her, not knowing whether to agree or refuse.
There was light and tears in her eyes, completely different from the unattainable her in the morning.
"beg me."