allonlinenovel Chapter 177 Return to the Lu family.
Chapter 177 Return to the Lu family.
Maybe it was because he took Tiantian away from her, and she was too sad.
Perhaps it was when she fell into depravity that she began to regain consciousness.
So, this is the reason why she fought back and why she came back alone.
Lu Tingshen, he has changed.
Memories of the past came flooding back like a tide. He was completely different from that cold-blooded man.
Is it ridiculous?
How ridiculous, the same person is in two completely different states.
Back in the past, when she first met him, no one could have imagined that he would be like this today.
Lu Tingshen, the man who couldn't even be converted by the sun, was now humbly begging for her forgiveness.
Can you forgive me?
She was tortured, humiliated, and suffocated by him more than once.
So, no one understands why she wants to leave those who have hurt you.
It's always easy to say sorry, and those who have been hurt will always use moral coercion to make you forgive them.
Should she forgive him? Even if it's for the sake of her child!
Should she forgive him? Because he already knew he was wrong!
Should she forgive him?
Has anyone ever thought about this problem for her?
You are not her, so you don’t know how much pain, despair, and helplessness she feels.
How he wished he had been like he is now, even a little bit.
When I looked at him in my childhood, there was no emotion on his face. Maybe there was resentment, maybe there was hatred, but now there is indeed none.
People are forgetful, and so are scars.
"it is good."
Childhood agreed that she would go back with him, just as everyone hoped, because of the child.
Lu Tingshen was surprised and looked incredulous:
"You promised to go back with me?"
He thought that Tongnian still loved him at that time because he didn't know that she had recovered her memory.
Childhood nodded, but it was unclear whether he was willing or not.
Lu Tingshen didn't think so much. He had already achieved his goal, so those things didn't matter.
He kissed her face, and you can imagine how excited he was.
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After returning to the Lu family, the happiest person besides Lu Tingshen was Tiantian.
You can tell from the way he dances:
"Mom, you finally came to see me."
He waited anxiously every day because he was really afraid that his mother would suddenly abandon him.
Lu Tingshen hugged Tiantian, and he should be the happiest person at this moment.
"Are you happy that mom will live with us from now on?"
"Oye."
Of course I am happy. There is no child who doesn’t want a happy family.
Looking at the two people in front of me, their heartfelt happiness is incompatible with childhood.
It’s not that she is unhappy, but there is still a gap in her heart.
Yes, she is not in childhood, I am talking about the childhood after amnesia.
She was that sensitive and inferior childhood, that childhood that never received warmth.
In fact, she really wanted to pretend that she had really forgotten it, but some things could not be changed, and that was the traces.
There are varying degrees of hurt in her heart, and she cannot change those external or internal things.
The influence of her original family is indeed deeply rooted. In fact, she once secretly went back there after she came back.
The place that once annoyed her has become a place she dares not set foot in.
Those shabby memories became scars that she could never erase.
Standing downstairs of her house, looking at all the familiar surroundings, so many years have passed, but this place is still as daunting as before.
The corridor was full of debris and some garbage was piled at the door. It was dirty and messy here, and it was hard to tell what was emitting the strange smell.
Okay, very familiar.
She stood at the door and heard the sound of the TV coming from the house. She forgave herself for not having the courage to go in, because she could not forget the pain.
Her childhood was gone, and she never returned.
It’s like giving myself a break, but are those formal breaks really important?
She thought of her childhood, Ariel, and the past, each and every one of them seemed like yesterday.
She lamented that time passed so quickly, and in the blink of an eye she was no longer the 17-year-old girl.
At the age of seventeen, she met Lu Tingshen. She would never forget the look he gave her that afternoon.
This is youth, the youth that everyone has.
"Are you hungry? I'll ask the kitchen to prepare something for you."
Lu Tingshen's words brought her back to her senses, and she smiled and shook her head.
She is so similar to her previous childhood, with similar habits, expressions, and temperament.
At first he thought she had recovered her memory, and sometimes that unintentional look really scared him.
No, if she regained her memory, she would not forgive him.
Lu Tingshen was mostly repenting now. What he feared most was what she would remember.
"I'm going to the company first. I have a meeting later. Wait until I come back."
Lu Tingshen left under her gaze.
She and Tiantian stood outside the door to see him off. It was a very warm scene.
Lu Tingshen smiled and blew her a kiss of love from a distance.
Lu Tingshen, a person who made her feel familiar yet strange.
"Mom, you really aren't leaving?"
Tiantian looked up at her, her emotions were written all over her face. Maybe she would try to hide it, but she couldn't do it in front of Tiantian.
Lu Tingshen left, and now there were only the two of them. Tiantian was her son, the child she had risked her life to give birth to. She would not pretend, nor did she want to pretend:
"Tiantian, do you think Daddy is good?"
Tiantian was very smart. He looked into his mother's eyes and began to ponder. He blinked his eyes:
"Okay, Dad is fine."
Lu Tingshen was very kind, especially to him, so how could a child's words be false?
"If Dad makes a mistake, will you forgive him?"
Made a mistake? Tiantian thought that making a mistake was as simple as lying, so he answered without hesitation:
"The teacher said that if you have the courage to admit your mistakes, you can be forgiven."
Yes, mistakes are forgivable.
Tiantian’s words touched her heart. Maybe he didn’t understand the grudges between adults, but children don’t lie, so what he said might be right.
Lu Tingshen is a good person, and it seems that he has really fulfilled his duties as a good father and a good husband.
"What mistake did Dad make? Did he lie? Dad told me that what he regretted most was not seeing me being born and not taking good care of you. So Dad knows he was wrong. Do you want to forgive him?"
Talking about Lu Tingshen every day, maybe this is a regret in his heart.
Lu Tingshen loves him, so of course he loves his family as well.
"Mom hasn't made up her mind yet. It depends on how he performs."
What childhood said was true. She really hadn't thought it through at the time. She tried hard to force a smile, which was a little sour.
If she hadn't lost her memory, perhaps she and Lu Tingshen wouldn't be where they are now. She clearly remembered that Lu Tingshen said he didn't love her.
If she had not recovered her memory, she might have forgiven him long ago. She also clearly remembered how Lu Tingshen took care of her after she lost her memory.
She hasn't changed, and neither has he, it's just the relationship between the two of them that has changed.
No matter what kind of relationship it is, it seems that I cannot remember it clearly because it hurts.
Tiantian didn't understand, because the adult world was too complicated. He thought that forgiveness was easy and could be solved with an apology. But how could he forget the fatal scars on her body?