Chapter 218 "You are the one who wants to die?"
Chapter 218 "You are the one who wants to die?"
Lu Tingshen didn't understand at all, and he would never be able to empathize with him.
His love cannot replace family affection, which cannot be severed. It is a love that must be protected even with wounds.
What made it even more difficult for her to accept was that Tong Xin was not her biological brother.
She loved him no less than Tiantian, maybe even more, because he was with her throughout her childhood.
She still clearly remembered the scene when her parents scolded her and he stood up for her.
Now if you say this is fake, no one can accept it.
"So this is why you lied to me?"
Lu Tingshen was a little impatient, but in fact, it was already his limit.
You know, he has a bad temper, and she is the only one who can tolerate it.
"Are you done yet? This matter was not caused by me. I checked it out for you and you should thank me. I kept it from you because I was afraid you wouldn't be able to accept it. There's no need for you to blame me."
Lu Tingshen's voice was a little loud, which was very different from his usual self.
It's been a long time since I saw him like this.
She almost forgot that he was a sleeping lion, not a cat, and that if she vented her emotions in the wrong place, they would backfire on her.
But so what? She is the kind of person who becomes stronger when facing a stronger opponent. She has said that she is not afraid of losing.
"Okay, thank you."
Childhood got out of bed, bowed to express his gratitude, and prepared to go out.
Lu Tingshen frowned, clenched his fists, and watched her walk towards the door.
Why are you making so much noise so late at night? The child will be woken up, so he rationally went forward and held her back.
"Can we talk about it tomorrow? The children are asleep, don't wake them up."
Lu Tingshen regained his composure. After all, in his eyes, nothing was more important than his children.
Tongnian was still young and didn't consider the overall situation as well as he did, because this happened to her and not him.
No one should judge anyone from a moral high ground. That incident at that time was really devastating.
She is a human being, and humans are supposed to have emotions.
She is a human being, not God's standard.
She shook his hand off:
"Don't blackmail me. It was you who did something wrong, not me. If you want to blame someone, blame yourself. Ask yourself why you concealed it."
Childhood opened the door and went out. She lost control and didn't even care about her identity as a mother.
Yes, she has too many shackles on her, someone's wife, someone's mother, why doesn't anyone care about her being herself.
She went downstairs and slept in the guest room.
Lu Tingshen didn't go looking for her. Now that she was angry, it would be better not to go looking for her. It would be best to let her be alone for a while.
In fact, she understood, but she just couldn't get over it.
It’s like the person you once trusted the most, you told him all your secrets, and then he turns out to be hiding a secret from you, and it’s about you.
Everyone understands the general principles, but not everyone can actually put them into practice.
Lu Tingshen sat on the sofa for a while, his mind blank.
In fact, he was quite tired today and didn't expect to be sleepless tonight.
He went to the study and took out a bottle of wine. The study was full of traces of her having gone through it.
He could imagine how devastated she was at that moment, otherwise she wouldn't have gone through his things.
I had a strong sense of boundaries during my childhood. I never asked about his affairs and never entered his study.
She had done what he wanted, so now he was a little scared.
He tidied up the study. Actually, he was a mysophobe and didn't like others touching his things, but now he hoped that she would calm down.
The wine in the wine cabinet has not been touched for a long time, and it was before I was with her.
He was not allowed to drink alcohol in his childhood, but he did it and even quit smoking.
He did everything she asked, and she did everything he hoped she would do. The once happy family fell into crisis again.
Marriage is not easy, so cherish it while you have it, just like Lu Tingshen never said a harsh word and never hurt her once.
He really loved her, to the core.
Lu Tingshen held the wine glass and smelled it. The wine seemed to be spoiled.
It no longer has the rich fragrance and sweetness of the past, it is like water that is more bitter than bitter and difficult to swallow.
Lu Tingshen looked at the color outside the cup and thought it must be broken.
He didn't drink it, just like he had to do what he promised her. He put the cup on the table and sat there until dawn.
He took out a cigarette, smelled it, and put it in his hand. He hadn't smoked for a long time and was not interested in it.
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The next morning, he wanted to go see her, but stopped at the door.
"dad."
Tiantian suddenly ran out, and Lu Tingshen was startled.
"shush"
Lu Tingshen made a gesture, asking him to lower his voice.
Tiantian is completely unaware:
"Dad, what are you doing here?"
"Oh, get ready to go downstairs."
He looked at him with his big eyes full of confusion. This was not the direction to go downstairs, but he didn't ask.
Lu Tingshen led him downstairs, and Tongnian listened to their footsteps getting farther and farther away in the room.
He never looks for his mother when he gets up every day, and she doesn't need to get up early to cook for him.
He is very sensible and was also taught by Lu Tingshen.
He told his son that his mother needed to rest, so he should try not to disturb her.
Childhood was also a time of sleepless nights, counting the hours until dawn.
Lu Tingshen and she are the same kind of people, loving each other deeply and tormented by love.
It's like entering a vicious circle, loving someone is equivalent to torturing yourself.
Lu Tingshen did not come up again and went to work after dinner.
It turns out that love really can disappear. He would never be like this before.
They agreed not to quarrel, and even if they did, it couldn't last overnight, but now he has broken his promise.
It doesn’t matter. Nothing matters.
Her tears had dried up and now they were completely unable to flow.
She felt pain in her eyes and thought closing them might help.
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So, when what happened to Tong Xin, she had no idea at all, and even if she knew, she would have no time to care.
When Lu Tingshen came back in the evening, he asked the maid and found out that she had not left the house and had not drunk a drop of water.
He thought that if he let her be alone she would figure it out, but he didn't expect her to resort to hunger strike again.
Lu Tingshen strode upstairs, walked to her door and knocked hard.
"Open the door, childhood opens the door."
There was no sound inside, it was eerily quiet.
Lu Tingshen was anxious and kept typing:
"Open the door. Open the door."
No matter how hard he knocked, the door wouldn't open. The housekeeper brought the key, but Lu Tingshen snatched it away.
His hands were shaking, but he opened the door as quickly as possible.
She lay motionless on the bed, and Lu Tingshen ran over:
"Childhood, wake up, what's wrong with you?"
"Go call the doctor."
Lu Tingshen yelled, and the housekeeper was frightened and panicked.
Tongnian was awakened and slowly opened her eyes. She saw Lu Tingshen in front of her, anxious and at a loss.
"Childhood, if you dare to die, I will never forgive you."
Humph, the weakest people always threaten others.
She just fell asleep. She didn't sleep all night last night and felt that it was not enough after making up for the sleep she got the next day.
She was sleeping so soundly that she didn't even hear the knock on the door.
"You are the one who wants to die. I just fell asleep. Why did you bring these people here?"
The servants and the housekeeper stood in front of her bed, staring at her.
Fortunately, my son hasn’t come back yet, otherwise I would have been scared to death by him.
It turned out that she didn't want to die. He felt relieved. He waved his hand and all the servants went out.
All that was left was him, exhausted, and her, who was almost pissed off by him.
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