Chapter 218 Am I a clown?
Chapter 218 Am I a clown?
"Why don't you eat? Aren't you hungry?"
Fu Shenyan hadn't eaten for the entire day and was ravenous. He picked up a handful of beef with his chopsticks and stuffed it into his mouth.
"Ah, no, um...Fu Shenyan, I have something I want to tell you."
After hesitating for a long time, Zhou Yian felt that since the fact could not be changed, it would be better to tell it frankly. Otherwise, given Fu Shenyan's personality, if he found out in the future, he really couldn't imagine what he would do.
Fu Shenyan put down the chopsticks in his hand, wiped his mouth with a tissue, and asked nonchalantly, "What's wrong?"
"I want to leave Shencheng."
Fu Shenyan's expression froze, and he stared at Zhou Yian, "Leave? Where to?"
"I want to go back to Tianshui." Zhou Yian looked at Fu Shenyan anxiously. She could foresee how angry Fu Shenyan would be when he knew about this.
As expected, Fu Shenyan's displeasure instantly crept up his brows, and he asked dissatisfiedly, "You said you wanted to go back to Tianshui?"
"Yes, I'm sorry. I know this will hurt you, but..."
"But you still did it." Fu Shenyan interrupted her.
"Yes, I'm really sorry."
Fu Shenyan smiled, a smile that was very forced, his eyes becoming obscure and difficult to understand, "Zhou Yian, tell me honestly, is it because of Xu Zehao that you went back?"
"Yes." Zhou Yian lowered his head, not daring to look at Fu Shenyan. His smile was more creepy than his anger.
It was obviously an expected answer, but when the name came out of Zhou Yian's mouth, Fu Shenyan's heart still twitched violently, and an indescribable emotion spread instantly.
"Fuck." Fu Shenyan stood up suddenly, patted the table lightly, and sat down again helplessly. He stared at Zhou Yian intently, "Have you made up your mind?"
"sorry."
"Oh, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, is that all you can say? Sorry is useless."
Fu Shenyan stopped smiling, his handsome face darkened, and his words became fierce.
Seeing this, Zhou Yian quickly looked up and comforted him softly.
"Fu Shenyan, don't be angry. I know it's really outrageous what I'm saying to you now, but listen to me, something happened recently. Xu Zehao has changed. He almost lost his life trying to save me."
"He even lost his life to save you? You're so moved that you want to marry him? What about me?"
"I fucking risked my life for you. I fucking almost died for you. Why don't you be with me?"
"Come on, tell me, what am I now, a clown?"
Zhou Yian looked at Fu Shenyan guiltily. She knew that she owed Fu Shenyan and that what he said was true.
Not only did he save her life, he also helped her when she was forced to serve Xu Zehao and was living a life worse than death. He even offended Xu Zehao for her.
He has paid so much for her, and now she wants to tell him that she wants to go back to Xu Zehao. No one would find it hard to accept such a result, let alone such a rebellious Fu Shenyan.
"sorry."
Apart from saying sorry, she really didn't know what to say to make Fu Shenyan feel better.
"Okay, I don't want to listen to your nonsense. You really have let me down."
After saying everything in his heart, Fu Shenyan let out a long breath, pursed his lips with a gloomy look on his face and stopped talking.
The soup in the pot was bubbling and emitting an enticing aroma, but at this moment both of them had lost their appetite.
After a long silence, Fu Shenyan suddenly stood up and said, "Zhou Yian, I wish you happiness."
Before Zhou Yian could react, he took a long, straight step and turned away without looking back.
"Fu Shenyan...Fu Shenyan..." Zhou Yian was stunned for a second, picked up the bag anxiously, stood up and wanted to chase after him.
"Hey, miss, you haven't paid yet?" The waiter on the side saw Zhou Yian about to leave and hurriedly stopped Zhou Yian.
"Oh, sorry, sorry."
When Zhou Yian paid the bill and came out, Fu Shenyan was no longer there.
She quickly took out her cell phone and dialed Fu Shenyan's number. Beep... the phone just rang once before the other end was ruthlessly hung up.
At this moment, Fu Shenyan was full of anger. He was driving with a gloomy face. When he saw Zhou Yian's call, he hung up without even thinking.
Zhou Yian called again helplessly, but found that his phone could no longer be reached.
Fu Shenyan gripped the steering wheel tightly with both hands and roared, "Xu Zehao, Xu Zehao, why is it always Xu Zehao?"
The car was speeding up and the accelerator was stepped on to the bottom, but it still couldn't vent the anger in Fu Shenyan's heart.
When Zhou Yian saw the call was hung up, she quickly waved to stop a taxi and rushed home. She was afraid that something might happen to Fu Shenyan seeing his condition.
As soon as the car arrived downstairs, Zhou Yian went straight to Fu Shenyan's house and knocked on the door for a long time, but no one came to open the door.
Unwilling to give up, Zhou Yian dialed Fu Shenyan's mobile number again. A mechanical female voice kept repeating, "Dear customer, hello. The user you dialed is busy. Please call again later."
Zhou Yian sighed helplessly and slowly squatted down along the door. Fu Shenyan didn't want to see her, so she could only wait here for him to come back.
Time passed by minute by minute, and until twelve o'clock in the evening, Fu Shenyan still didn't come back. Zhou Yian looked back every few steps and finally returned home dejectedly. She had a bad feeling that Fu Shenyan didn't want to see her anymore.
Until the day Zhou Yian left Shencheng, the lights in Fu Shenyan's house never came on again. It was as if Fu Shenyan had disappeared from her life in an instant, without a trace.
Xu Zehao had arranged everything, so Zhou Yian didn't have to worry too much.
When she returned to her hometown in Tianshui, she found that everything was the same as before, as if the place had never been empty and the owner had never left.
Xu Zehao took Zhou Yian's hand, and placed his thick palm on the back of her hand. He looked at Zhou Yian with a sincere face and said, "An'an, I was sorry for you before. From today on, I will prove to you through my actions that I am someone you can trust with your life."
Looking at the furnishings in the house, Zhou Yian felt mixed emotions. After going through so many hardships over the years, only this place could she call home.
She turned around, her shoulders trembling slightly, and said softly, "Xu Zehao, thank you." Her voice was choked with sobs.
Xu Zehao understood that she had suffered too much injustice because of him over the years, and everything now was so precious to her.
He slowly moved forward and hugged Zhou Yian, letting her lean on his chest.
"Yian...I'm sorry, I made you feel wronged. I should be the one to say thank you."
"You said before that you wanted to live a simple life, two people, three meals a day, four seasons, but I was too stupid at the time and didn't cherish it. I swear, every day from now on, I will make you happy."
Zhou Yian nodded gently, she was willing to believe him.
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