allonlinenovel Chapter 232 We are Type 1
Chapter 232 We are Type 1
At the end of the season, he looked at the deposit in his storage ring.
Although he still had a lot of savings, he couldn't afford Ji Yun's gift.
Moreover, as a cultivator, the right magical instrument will far exceed its price.
No matter how many spirit stones there are, they are not enough, and Ji Mo couldn't help but sigh.
"It's great to have the support of my family!"
Ji Mo picked up the pocket watch from the satin. The watch was emerald green all over, and the surface was pitch black, with twinkling stars, as if the night was carved into it.
The hands of the watch kept moving, making a crisp and small sound. Above the pocket watch hung a thin chain, which was all golden. Ji Mo touched it and found it was pure gold.
"Um……"
"How should I put it? It's a strange feeling."
Ji Mo put down the gift box and placed the pocket watch in the palm of his left hand. He raised his right hand to his chest, feeling the beating heart inside.
"There's some joy, some confusion, and some confusion and loss."
"I couldn't shake these emotions after all."
At the end of the season, he sighed softly. He was still affected by the communication and emotional interactions during this period.
After all, human beings are emotional animals. It is impossible to live without emotions.
"But this is fine."
"At least I'm aware of the consequences. If I keep going, I'll get rid of them one day."
At the end of the season, I put the pocket watch on the satin and set the gift box aside, no longer thinking about it or looking at it.
As night fell, white snow fell from the sky again, and the cold wind swept past Ji Mo.
The fire flickered, as if it would go out at any moment.
Ji Mo was standing on the treetop, gazing into the distance, wondering what he was thinking.
In the silent night, the tiny sound of the chain being untied was amplified infinitely.
Ji Mo looked over and saw Ji Yun walking out wearing a white winter suit with golden patterns on the edges.
She walked to a place not far from the tree where Ji Mo was and looked up at Ji Mo.
Ji Yun had a slight smile on his lips, his cheeks were slightly flushed by the cold wind, his long eyelashes fluttered, and his smart eyes kept blinking.
"Do you like the gift I picked?" Ji Mo nodded, "I like it very much."
"I've never seen anything like it before. It's so perfectly carved."
Ji Yun put her hands behind her back, and her right hand gently pinched her left hand. It was obvious that she was a little nervous about coming out this time.
Ji Yun tilted his head and said, "As long as you like it."
"Um……"
The two looked at each other in silence for a long time.
Ji Yun's expression changed very slightly, and Ji Mo could not tell what she was thinking or thinking. He could only see that her hands behind her back were trembling slightly, and she seemed a little excited, or nervous.
A cold wind blew from afar, extinguishing the swaying campfire.
Scattered red fire spots flickered in the fire and then disappeared.
A lightless night descended.
"call."
Ji Yun breathed a sigh of relief. She lowered her head, walked to the tree, leaned her back against the tree, and looked up at the sky.
The stars are hanging in the sky as usual, shining brightly.
Ji Mo was sitting on the big tree that Ji Yun was leaning against. He withdrew his gaze and looked into the distance.
The accumulated white snow bent the yellow leaves, and the snowflakes that could not bear the weight fell from the dead leaves, hitting the top of the head at the end of the season and slowly melting.
Ji Mo did not dodge, nor did he use his abilities to evaporate the water from the melted snow.
The cold winter is not necessarily a bad thing for him.
The cold can irritate the body and affect the mind.
The biting cold wind is like a cold knife cutting through your body, it will bring reason and clarity.
"What's wrong?"
The white clouds under her feet did not answer. She looked up at the sky, and there was a trace of unremitting sadness in her bright eyes.
There is also some confusion about the future.
She raised her right arm, extended her index finger, and kept tapping in the air, as if tapping the endless stars.
"End of the season..."
"Huh? What's wrong?"
Ji Mo withdrew his gaze and sat aside, leaving a space for two people.
Looking up at the starry sky, Ji Yun shook his head.
"Um... nothing."
She did not sit next to Ji Mo as usual.
Still leaning against the big tree, I don’t know what he was thinking in his mind.
The moonlight shone on Ji Yun's face, making her already fair face even paler. She pursed her lips and frowned.
The gentleness and smile of the past are long gone, and now it looks more like she is enduring some pain.
She hummed unconsciously, then took a deep breath.
"The end of the season."
"here I am."
After receiving the response, Ji Yun paused, her brows furrowed even more. She bit her lower lip tightly and let out a painful breath from her nose.
"What's the point of living like this?"
"What's the point of this world?"
Ji Mo didn't expect Ji Yun to ask such a question. He opened his mouth, seeming a little unbelievable, but quickly closed his mouth again.
"Why do you ask that?"
Ji Yun bit her lips harder, and trickles of blood flowed to the corners of her mouth.
"I don't understand."
"Is there anything you don't understand?"
At the end of the season, he looked up at the sky and muttered to himself.
"Does it make sense?"
"I've thought about a lot of strange questions and tried to find the truth behind many events, but most of the answers I got were distorted."
"I grew up in a happy family. My grandparents, parents all loved me very much. They gave me everything I needed, and I was free to spend the family's resources."
“But even so, I still can’t feel happy.”
"I don't know why material satisfaction only makes me feel more empty. I don't know when pleasure and desire gradually drifted away from me, separated from me, leaving me with a strange sense of alienation."
"This feeling of alienation makes me feel like I'm slowly detaching from this body. I'm looking at everything that's happening to my body from another perspective. I'm not like a witness to these things, but more like a witness."
"I witnessed everything that happened, and the sadness, joy, and numbness in my body."
"But this emotion is fleeting, and it makes me feel like it's all a dream, not reality. I would think carefully about what happened during that time afterwards, and analyze why I laughed, cried, and made all kinds of facial expressions."
"It's like a puppet being manipulated by invisible strings. This feeling causes me some pain, but this pain will soon turn into a dream."
Ji Yun paused here, took a deep breath, withdrew her hand that was touching the stars, and turned her gaze to Ji Mo.
“I think we should be the same kind of people.”
"I sense your inner dissatisfaction, suppressed anger, and self-deception and numbness."
"I can see that many of your expressions are deliberate, and many of your words are carefully considered in your heart."
"There's no tenderness in your eyes when you look at Baishui, but indifference."
"Your emotions are completely different from your words."